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I cant feel good during sex

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  • Posted By: Anonymous
  • August 10, 2017
  • 07:59 AM

Sorry if this is extremely long. Okay so i lost my virginity at age 15 with my first bf. He wasnt a good guy. But anyways of course sex was amazing but he would finger me i mean it felt good but it would hurt really bad cuz it felt like his nails were scratching and yea cuz he would pull it out and blood would be on his fingers and other times every time he finger me there is blood but SEX was still amazing for the 9 months with him.then we broke up so in my 10th grade i didnt have sex the whole year and did have yoga class anymore. Then my 11th grade i got yoga again for my second year. Thats when i noticed something wrong but i never did anything not even go to the doctors. So yoga easy kinda, but we had to do conditioning as always. But i realized that running wasnt the same anymore because i would run half a lap my tummy world hurt but i mean huuurt.... you know the area you get cramps. But it was a some what cramp feeling but it felt very different kinda of pain this one was a very very comfortable pain. And i would need to stop fast and the urge to sit cuz of pain. Wen we finally went inside i would go to the bathroom but walking felt like agony. I sat down and wipped before i pee cuz it felt wet. And i saw blood and i was like what? I would pee Right after and normal pee. And i sat there until pain went away and felt fine no more bleeding. But this only happened wen i did conditioning. One time it was so bad that it literally my vagina was going to fall right out of me so i sat down soo fast like fast like my life depended on it and the same pain and blood. Now 12th grade i got a second bf we didnt have sex right on the spot i first let him finger me for 3 weeks and it was good but about 3 weeks i started to feel no pleasure. So then one day i agreed to sex. But right wen he went in i felt not so much pleasure but lots of pain and i let him keep going for a few more seconds and pushed him off cuz it hurt. The next morning my lower tummy was sore xc. We ended up together for a year. He would get me so stoned so we can see if weed would help and it kinda did, i didnt feel much pain but still felt pain if he would go deep. An some what feel pleasure but not pleasure that i felt less of a women that i couldnt enjoy it to the fullest with him. Hes was a good bf to me i was 18 wen we were together i ended it wen i was 19. After a year later i got the weird vag check and i was on the clear for infections. But i told them about my situation and they did the wand up in my vag and then results came in and i have a cyst on my ovary. He said surgery, birth control or let it burts on its own.. i havent done anything yet. Now im 22, i have a current bf and we new to each other dating. I was late 21 now 22 recently. Sex doesnt hurt so bad because we havent go really into it yet but i know i still can not feel pleasure pleasure there is like one second of pleasure then its gone or its like a really fainy pleasure but not how sex is supposed to feel like xc my body hates me.

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