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how do i know whats real and whats not - i really want to die

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  • Posted By: Thats Not Real
  • June 4, 2008
  • 07:42 PM

hi, i have a problem....

im having extreme hallucinations, they are pretty much 24/7. my recent one was today and i was in a doctors office being told i had cancer, and about 50 other things.

i can sometimes tell whats real, but ont always. yesterday i had a mental health test or whatever they do, you know the questions ect do you hear voices blah blah blah.

it was concluded that i:

do NOT have any mental illness, at the end of this they over looked my answers ect and told me i do not have any mental illness. not even depression. my doctor has no clue whats wrong.

i have some where i am being murdered, and it is so scary. its so real... but then i get paralyzed and all i see is double and blurry vision for 5 minutes and "wake up" in a daze.

i have also concluded that i have very long lasting hallucinations, because i was in bed doing stretches one morning, before i go to work and then i woke up, again double and blurry vision in a daze.

when i was stretching it was 9:36am june first then i "woke up" at 1:42pm june second!!! thats a whole day!!!

i tell everybody possible but even if i do tell them i end up doubting that i ever even spoke to that person.

im so scared and confused and to be honest i dont even know if this is real.

i cant tell whats real and whats not!!!!

i have even begin to cut myself because when it hurts i know its real. but i have had hallucinations where i get cut and it doesnt hurt. thats how i know real from non real sometimes

everyday i want to kill myself my doctor wont help me, his first and only guess was mental illness which was ruled out. now hes saying its in my head, i cannot do anything. not my job ect, i am starving because i hardly eat,

my life is total ***l, but i just want to know whats wrong, please.. any help is greatly appreciated!

thanks in advance,


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