17, Female, 6'1",125 pounds
I've been dealing with extreme stress as of late, and it's getting worse and worse. I have to drive friends, go to school (yes, I take summer school) and do a job. All the worries.
I moved out two years ago, and for the first year I was fine, then after that I found a white hair, which is extremely rare to see in someone my age. I then wasn't getting enough sleep, which led to some chronic pain. I've actually developed a rash on the back of my neck, and I swear that I hear things, like last week I heard knocking on the door and I went to open it. Nothing there, my friends were at a party and it was late. My general anxiety has gone from good, to worse. I have anxiety/panic attacks almost every day, and I feel depressed, like I'm not good enough to not be able to handle all of this.
I've also been starting to think that everyone wants to start a fight with me, and I start screaming and yelling at the slightest mention of something that would be considered bad for me or any of my friends. I feel lonely, like I'm the only person in this big, big world and everybody else is a robot, going along with there day. I can't take any of this anymore, I'm starting to scratch at my arm now to pass the time.
I need help, therapy hasn't helped. If there is a pill, or something that will end all of this or even just a method to calm down I'll do whatever I can to follow this method. For if there is not, I fear for the worst. Please come up with something, please..