Ive just realized a have been living with depression since like i was 20 years old im 41 now .Its always been slight ,but last week I suffered an attack i had never felt before. Crying and feeling of isolation.I oversleep all the time and im very tired as well .Im in no mood to go out of my room. Not even to take a shower sometimes .I wrote a letter about my childhood suffering thinking that might help me .I cryed the whole day as i wrote the letter.I have felt very sad especially around christmas for some reason over the years.Thoughts of suicicde have come to mind.Im a god believing person so i know i can never go thru killing myself but the thoughts are there. Desperation and feeling of noone loving or careing about me came so strong. I lost my job and cannot afford medical treatment.Im fighting this day by day. Does anybody have any suggestions that can help me
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