Back in August of 2009 what looked like genital herpes appeared on my vagina. It was REALLY painful and right outside the opening of my vagina.. It had like a whole bunch of little blistersish things? Sort of that were extremely painful and red. I went to the doctor and took a herpes test but it came back negative so I just kept putting polysporin on it until it went away. While I had this terribly painful thing on my vagina, I had a really high fever and like muscle aches and was really sick. Weird thing to have in August.
Anyways, on and off since then I've had itchiness and pain(stinging) on my vagina. I thought it was a yeast infection so I just used yeast infection cream.. Which sort of worked a little. I keep getting little fissues between my vagina and anus. It's painful, especially when I wipe myself and right after I do so.
Today was more painful than usual (because it's on and off) so I put polysporin on it and found a brown-blackish flat round spot(about the size of a pencil eraser) right where the weird thing(back in August) had been. And another fissure thing. Sometimes I have weird discharge that's like lumpier than usual, but always a normal colour. I don't know what to do especially because I'm a virgin and I'm only 15. I've been fingered before but that was not before I had those bumps on my vagina. My boyfriend also has tried to perform oral sex on me. I let him try for about 15 seconds and then stopped because my conscience felt terrible. Both these incidents happened after all the weird stuff. Please help! I'm so confused. I should go to a gynecologist but I am quite scared, and my mother doesn't really want to take me.
What should I do about this, and what do you think is wrong with me?