I need some help. I have no health insurance, but am having some sexual oriented problems. This has happened at least 3 times so far. Each time I find myself in a serious and long term relationship, my sex drive is normal for about 3-4 months, then it disappears. I stop desiring sexual and intimate contact with my boyfriend. I don't mind taking care of his needs, as long as it doesn't involve him touching me. I have loved all three of them very much, but I derive no pleasure from sex, it almosts grosses me out. I need some help with this. If anyone has ever had this experience and got through it, I would love some ideas. I miss the idea of making love to my boyfriend, even if I don't miss the physical act, and it's driving a wedge between us.