As i'm behind a school internet system, i can't write the word 'pen!s' (the exclamation mark is an I), or else it'll get filtered by the technicians. Therefore, i'll call it 'P' from now on.
My problem is that the head of my 'P' is numb. It is numb only at the top of the head, and a little bit around the hole.
The problem started about 2 months ago.
One day my 'P' was fine, the next day it was numb (back then, it was numb around the shaft too, but now it isn't - it also was swollen for about 2 weeks before i got the feeling back in the shaft). However, the head has remained numb.
The numbness has occurred after a possibility of two things:
1. I used warming lubricant for masturbation... and i failed to wash it off for the next 24-30 hours (i was travelling on the plane). The brand is 'astroglide warming lubricant'. Perhaps the warming sensation that it invokes has caused my nerves to go into paralysis?
2. When i had my first shower (having got off the plane) I think my 'P' may have been damaged.. somehow.. i masturbated in the shower (pointing the shower head at my penis at very high pressure - my P felt strange afterwards). And yes, i'm too embarrassed to go to a physician about this.
However, i have gone to a doctor about it (without telling him what i think it might be because of), and i have been taking Methycobal 500 since then (for about 1.5 months).
Can anyone tell me what's wrong with penis? Have i damaged it permanently? It's not so much numb (like i can still feel sensations) but masturbating/doing it is not the same AT ALL. It's as if the s3xual sensations have just disappeared... i get no pleasure from the top of my head (whereas before, that was one of the best parts about s3x). I'm really frustrated. Please help!!!
(PLEASE USE 'P' IN PLACE OF THE WORD PEN!S SO I CAN VIEW THIS THREAD LATER ON)