I've been dating my girlfriend for 6 months now and we are thinking about having sex shortly. We are both 18 years old and both going to university next year. She is going to live on res and I am living at home.
She is against the pill and any type of Contraception (Besides a condom because she isn't using it, I am.) and I am unsure if this is a good idea. I am in no situation to have a child. I don't know what to do.
We have been somewhat-sexually active. I do give her hand jobs (I guess?) and she gives them to me. However.. I just cant get into it. I dont know if she's doing it wrong or if I am just not into it. I have abit of a bdsm / latex fetish and I have no problems when I see that stuff (Magazines or computer)
In my opinion its a really strange fetish and I dont want to tell her about it, if I could I wish I could just get rid of it.
Any advice? I don't know what to do.