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freaking out over possible std

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  • Posted By: help needed
  • March 29, 2009
  • 07:29 AM

Im a 19 year old male that is very concerned I might have some sort of std. I also have issues with ocd so this could have something to do with it but i am searching for answers right now.

So my story is I had protected sex with this girl about 4 months ago. The girl has a history of getting around but I was very drunk and it just happened. A few weeks later began noticing very small white bumps on my testicles and base of penis shaft. The bumps are not raised and look to be under the skin. They sort of look like tiny small pimples but they do not pop. Also my testicles appear to be very red.

After I noticed this I began freaking out examining every where on my penis I then noticed that very small red marks on my penis head again they weren't raised and are not very visible to the naked eye. There only really noticeable if I stretch the skin out. In addition to that I noticed a very small discolored mark on the rim of my penis head. It appears to be lighter colored than the rest of skin. Also my skin in that area seems to be very wrinkly and loose, again I don't know if that is common.

So from there I began searching the internet for answers what I learned from reading was that some of what I was having was common and that I should not be all that concerned. From looking at symptoms and pictures it seemed like more of rash or infection that I might have. I never really examined myself that closely so I don't know if these conditions previously existed.

I got over it and began thinking I was fine and never got checked out.

So 4 months later I see this girl at a party last night and again I was very drunk and thinking I was fine I had sex with her again. The thing was this time I did not use a condom (Very stupid I know.) She ensured me before that she was clean.

Now the next morning I wake up and shower and find I have some new marks on my penis head. I have two very small red marks on the tip of my penis. About the size of a pin head. This is not the first time Ive had a red dot like that on my penis head the morning after sex. Although they go away after a couple days.

I don't understand how that can show up that quickly. I thinking maybe because I didn't clean up afterwards?

So all day today I have been freaking out about this especially with my ocd. My anxiety level is extremely high right now and am just so *****d at myself for putting myself in this position again. I planning on going to get checked out this week. If any one has some answers in the mean time it would be great.

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  • For your OCD, you should get some blood work for herpes 2 and syphilis (probably not). Yes, you are putting yourself into experiencing risky behavior so you can obsess over your actions and be down on yourself. I think with the blood work and a physical exam, along with an STD screening, your mind could maybe rest. There is moloscum contagiosum that you could fret about, too. Go see a doctor and get some blood work done. Perhaps you may wise up one day and see the direct relationship between getting drunk and causing yourself grief.
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