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spaced out/drunk/out of it for 4 months:( scared for my life. please look

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  • Posted By: kayluh
  • March 12, 2012
  • 00:43 AM

i am a 20 year old female and im literally scared to death. this feeling is ruining my life and i need any help i can. almost 4 months ago i felt really full so i decided to try and relieve myself by vomiting. i never ended up acually vomiting but i new something was there so i kept pushing over and over so i guess it was just really forceful dry heaving. in the middle of the heaving i got this spacey feeling so i stopped and it just has never gone away. my eyes are also always tired and heavy and i get headaches in the back of my neck and head pressure. the spaced out.drunk/out of it feeling is the worst feeling in the world. its such a hard feeling to explain. i honestly believe it has something to do with what i did when i was heaving. doctors blame it on anxiety but i had no anxiety before this. i know my body and i really do not believe what i am feeling is anxiety. the feeling is 24/7. i am taking buspar because i am not crossing anything off but i know what i believe. iv had a cat scan, spinal tap, tons of blood work, acupuncture, chiropractor, vitimins, supplements, anti anxiety meds, massage therapy and im going to a mri finally in a couple days but im so scared it will not show anything. i cant live with this feeling. i know something is not right but what is doctors cant find anything. im am totally drained and dont know how much more i can take of no news, id rather have bad news (as in something is wrong) then no news so i can at least know what it is and fix it. i am moving back home because i needed to quit my job. my life is falling apart. i know i sound totally depressed and thats because i am but im telling you if you were to talk to me 1 minute before this happened i would sound like the happiest person on earth. all i do is cry now, i just got done crying for 3 years today. its just because im scared of feeling this way forever. i see alot of people on the internet who have had all tesrs done and feel the way i do and nothing is wrong so they feel like this for years... i cant do that. so please if you know anything that could help me PLEASE take the time to write to me. i need help and im lossing faith. thank you

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