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Why me .................

Posted In: Mental conditions 0 Replies
  • Posted By: Anonymous
  • December 22, 2010
  • 02:45 AM

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa why me i just dont understand. Im 27 years old i still get acne at times and my facs had got burnt by a acne mask i put on my face and left on over night. This is what it is yall . I look at her. Man shes fine tall, dark, and all the above. I been with her for 6 years we had 2 little ones and life is good. But my face what hapend i feel like cane. Like god marked me. Why cause of the things i have done in the past. Let me tell you all. The **** i have done in my 27 years on this planet god has gave to us ( is just not cool ). But **k it life gose on right. ( no ) god will punish. You see yall i understand i know whats going on in this world ****s crist is my lord and saver as well. So why, why. I say do i still feel this way. Why cant i set with her and just chill, and not think she's done stuff i would kill her for if i know. **** im no saint there been a few females in my life. But look people she kick me out, but we still had sex time to time, but in all life with her had sucked at that time. I say bout the last 3 years of are life together. I need to say this ( i love her ) i love her so much it hurts. I love her so much that i need her. I love her so much that i have to control her. I love her so much that i cant share her with no one. I mean no one. I need u yall to understand when i say ( n0 one ). That's caze right. They say there is no deeper love than gods. Yes that is true. At time i feel like there is a love so deep between a man and a woman that it could go beound gods love. In his word god said that he would not get between a man and his wife. Only if the man allowed it. I mean im not tryin to be sexest. I just need to know how to live with peace with the one i love and with my self. I feel we both hurt each other past the limit. I get mad when over nothing. I mean nothing. I only get this way when im around her. That is the only time. Why why why why why i love but i dont want to hurt her no more. Should i just leave her alone or should i try to control this monster in me that only comes out when she is around . I love her

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