I am hoping someone here might be able to help me. I cannot talk to anyone in person because I choke up and start crying.:(
I am a 25 year old female. 3 years ago I was diagnosed with major depression. I take Wellbutrin twice a day. Lately I have been having really bad breakdowns. To make a long story short, I found out my fiance has been cheating on me. I found out and we decided to work things out. We have a 16 month old daughter. He works overseas in Europe right now. Havent seen him for 10 months. I found out he is getting married or has married someone else. I am heart broken. I cant stop crying and cannot sleep. Just typing this brings me to tears. This has been going on for months. I shouldnt still be crying everyday, right? Now the slightest things bring me to tears. (this morning I cried over my laundry be wrinkled in the dryer...) My heart races nonstop and I think Im going to have a nervous breakdown. Why cant I get over this? Will this depression ever go away? The Wellbutrin isnt working anymore.