I cant seem to get help from anyone anywhere and im desperate.
I was diagnosed with depression over 5 years ago, im not 19 years old and still have it, ive tried to commit suicide a number of times. Last year I got Glandular Fever and since then I seem to always get sick and feel really tiered to the point that I have to go to bed and sleep. I often get abdominal pain feel nauseous and very sore around my liver. I have anxiety and sometimes freak out and feel panicky and scared. I get extreme feelings of uselessness and like life is not worth living. I really need help, I used to be bubbly and full of energy even previously with depression just had my off days but now I never feel like that, I never feel truly happy.