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soicide is maybe my only option

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  • Posted By: Anonymous
  • June 23, 2011
  • 08:28 AM

Hi, I have a serious problem… the last 2 or 3 months I have been overwhelmed by things happening in my head, I struggle to Identify things that is real from things that are not! It feels like day dreaming but when I wake up I cant remember what or where I am, or how I got there! I constantly hear people calling my name and the only way to get rid of the noise is to put loud music in my ears! I shake and sweat so much that even typing this is hard to do. I have little to no ability to concentrate and forget things I did 10 seconds ago. The affects of this on my life is that I mediate with strong alcohol sometimes up to 2 bottles of whiskey a night, witch I never did before. I have never done heroin before in my life and I have this huge overwhelming crave for heroin and I don’t even know where to get it or how to use it. I was in a mental institution for 3 weeks and got out a week ago feeling worse than I did before I went in. I’m asking for help here because I believe that the psychiatrists that was suppose to help me get better, gave me drugs that made my condition worse and did not even want to help me at all!!! I am busy writing suicide notes all day in my head and don’t know what to do….??? Please help me I don’t know how much more I can take this

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  • You need to go and see a different psychriatrist then and tell them all this. Please do it for yourself ASAP. You could ring a mental health crisis line and tell them you are hearing voices etc and ask them for help.
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