i was just wondering what is ptsd pretty much i want to know because
last year had to be the worse year for me i moved to a new city fine stood up for my brother in a fight fine
couple months later i was walking home though the back paking lots towards my building when the guy who i went after when he was trying to physically do harm to my brother well him and saidly his whole family about 8-10 of them remebering this was very dark out and ways they kicked the **** out of me probly why my backs the way it is and then about a couple weeks after that i was cutting though the mall to get home and his cusion and friends robbed me at knife point
anyways since that day any big guy that walks past me my heart feels like its about to explode i get a sick feeling in my stumic and in the back of my head all i can think is is this one of them am i going to get beat down agian
i wont go though the park by the mall anymore i advoid that place like the plague
also all the guys that jumped me were big guys like im 140lbs 5'9"
they were all probly 5'12" -6 around there around 250-300 lbs
so what is wrong with me am i just turning into a ****y?
o and im also am diagnosticed with bipolar but were thinking its another form of depression other then bipolar