my mom was diagnosed with schizophrenia when i was 11.she behaves violent and talks continuously during her ill"spans" which lasts for 15 or 20 days.in order to avoid being depressed i think(imagine) that i live a happy life with some untrue characters.even when i watch any thrilling movies in tv i imagine that i was there in that movie playing a central role.but i had some self control that i need to think like this only for a few min and later i returned back to my regular works.inspite of all those hectic moments with my mom i was very good in my academics.all of a sudden when i was 15 i began to loose my self control and started to live in a fantasy world and think of things that would never happen.at 16 when i was preparing for my exams i suddenly felt that something was telling me "if i read this line 5 times only i will pass in this exam ".even like,if i think of a particular person's face in my mind i would get more marks.Due to all these imaginations my thoughts began to deviate when i was studying.it as really painful for me and in order to come out of this stress i began to imagine like 'i got very good marks and was the center of attraction in my class'.slowly my imaginations grew and now i'm just living in a fantasy world with some unreal characters.i perform some actions repeatedly because something tells me that if i dont do like that then my thoughts would be read by others.I'm 19 now and recently whatever interesting i see o hear i just relate it to myself and imagine things.and i'm not able to concentrate in a particular thought for more than a few minutes.immediately another thought rushes in my mind and all these things happen parllely in my mind.i have just lost my concentration and interest in everything and i'm just attending college for the sake of my parents.i feel very dejected if someone doesnt respond to me properly and immediately if something good happens i get excited(mood changes).i am imagining some conversations with my classmates and think that i have contacts with some great presonalities.when i said that i'm unable to concentrate in my studies to my parents they arent believing me and tell that due to interest in tv only i'm not studying nowadays."i'm always talking to some imaginary persons IN MY OWN WORLD".feel suicidal at many times.cannot come to this real world.I cant tell all this to my dad since he is already worried about my mother's condition.doctors say that schizophrenia is due to hereditary.so i'm afraid whether it has inherited to me also.earlier i had some self control by now i'm just out of my control.i get more and more addicted to these imaginations as my mom is still now having her ill "spans" because she refuses to take her medicines.I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE ITSELF HAS ENDED so please give me a suggestion immediately.PleaseReply Follow This Thread Stop Following This Thread Flag this Discussion
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