I`m new here I just registered like 10 minutes ago, I have some psychiatrik problems and it seems like no one kan figure me out. Ok first of all I have had a past history of harming animals and setting fires, i have done this since 12 or something. I get bored real easily and I kant hold any attention towards anything. This doctor said I cant plain ahead and kant follow any goals, which is true. I like to lie, and have been since 5, as I got older I was able to make my lies more complex, until ppl kant figure out if im telling the truth or not. I have also conned people for money and other selfish needs. I have been seeing things since I was 3, I have had a LONG history of suicide. I have had thoughts of suicide since the age of 6 and I dont know why, I began going to the psych. doctor when I was 15 and they said I was bipolar and schizophranic, there was no actual diagnosis. But then a week later they said I had psychosis, but then they said I had asbergers within a few weeks! The doctors seemed "scared" to give me a diagnosis. Anyway ive also had a long history of self injury, I`ve been cutting myself since I was 5, the last time I cut was last week. I also have had a long history of over eating or starving myself. I`ve been overweight since I was 5 and I really hate myself. Anyway Some of the doctors say I lack emotion or something, like my counscience shouldnt be "trusted" I think my couscience is damaged. I used to feel guilt and remorse last year but when I turned 20 Those emotions went cold now I dont feel bad at all, I feel like a ghost. Oh yea I also study serial killers kuz I`m obsessed with them :( my family often told me stories of murder and cannibalism as a child, and they also told me stories of satnik sexual orgies as a child. I was exposed to ***n at the age of 6, I saw an inest slasher film at that age. Anyway I dont know what`s up with me I dunno. Oh yea I also have the innability to make or keep freinds, So I take pictures of ppl or videotap ppl for memories sake :| Anyway any suggestions on what`s up with me? Replies would be nice :)Reply Follow This Thread Stop Following This Thread Flag this Discussion
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