I am not sure where to begin this. It all started when i lost my twin sister and my life has never been the same since. I have diabetes and the complications that go along with it and also have PVC's. I have a 18 yr old daughter who tells me I am losing my insanity every other day and disprects me and a mother who never believed in me ever. I feel like I am at the end. I cannot hold a job due to leg pain and swelling. Went to my doctor and of course all he could say is excersize. I think... it is diabetic neuropathy. Well that is my present health. Recently....I cannot get along with my 18 yr old due the fact of how she's been treating me and with everything going on in my life....I totally exploded the other night when we got into it. I was throwing stuff and pounding on my husband he was trying to stop me. Then i just collapsed. I believe this is where i had a breakdown. I have had more than one of these but this one was the worse. The things she was saying to me was confusing me to know end and I wanted it to stop and that is the only way i knew how. My heart was aching so bad and the more she said the worse it got. Now I feel like no one completely. I am numb inside. I have tried to find the person I was before over and over. When my twin died, I lost part of me unlike losing a sybling, I feel lost, alone, half a brain, half a soul. Please understand me this is not something I have made up it is how I feel. I cannot go through what I have been through again, any of it. I always wondered what people were thinking when they committed suicide, how bad the pain must have been, and I am feeling that last hope now also. I never want to committ suicide but if i can't find help and this continues I am not sure what I will do. :confused:
please someone reply
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