I posted here yesterday but I can't see it so I apologise if you have already seen this.
I am having terrible mood swings. I am normally calm and happy. I will be going about my day and suddenly lose it. I throw things and so badly want to hit someone. I look after children. I had to leave one screaming the other day (they were ok just cranky) and had to leave the room because I thought I might hurt them. I have looked after children for many years. Its never been a problem.
My outbursts only last a couple of minutes then I am over it. It stops as quickly as it starts. I tremble afterwards. I scare myself. I feel like I have no control over it.
This has only been happening for about a month. I've always had a quick temper. But I am getting upset over things that dont matter.
I had a holiday for a week thinking maybe I was just stressed but it didn't help.
I dont think I'm depressed though money is an issue. I looked up symptoms of bi-polar but I dont have the highs to go with it. I do go through days of being so tired I can hardly get out of bed though. I fall asleep on the lounge a lot. I had my son 18months ago so it shouldn't be post-natal depression either.
Whats wrong with me? I will see my doctor next month. I'll need to talk to my husband first. I dont want him to think I'm crazy.
I also had blood tests done at the doctors a couple of months ago as I have low iron problems normally. Tests for iron, b12, thyroid and blood sugars were fine.
Thankyou sooooo much to anyone that can give me any advice.