Im a 26 yrs old woman and im really frustrated with my condition, i dont know whats going on with me and its affecting my love life (im losing all potential boyfriend, they end up saying im insane) and social life.
-I cant stop telling lies even if i dont want to, i have no control over it. If i met a man, i will just telling him lies after lies and i will always change my personality (at the point that i dont recognized myself anymore) and my tastes (telling him that i like things and i have hobbies that actually isnt true).
-Sometimes, i repeat the same sentence over and over again in a conversation peoples just tell me that im a weirdo or im insane.
-I find myself having a sort of paranoia, thinking that peoples are taking advantage of me,
are talking behind my back, or just hate me.
- i am extremely sensible toward criticism, taking almost everything that peoples tell me like a personal attack, moud swing (i can be really happy for a couples of hour and then being angry or sad for absolutly no reason).
- I have extrem low self-esteem, Im always away with the fairies like people said, im loosing everything, forget everything, im zoning-out in the middle of a conversation and i have no sex drive. Sometimes i can be really nervous for absolutly no reason and im always tired not to forget that im really impulsive.
I know theres something with me but i cant figuring out what.. is there someone who have an opinion or is experiencing the same thing than me?