i am 16 and ithink i have borderline personality disorder, i just dont kno how to tell for sure. I want to go to a therapist or get some meds to help but i am honestly terrified to tell my parents. I am scared of thier reaction and think they might just dissmiss it or not care
A cutter , i cut to feel something even if it means pain
suicidal, although ive never attempted it i think about ODing or killing myself to get away from all this regularly
i have trust issues, i find it hard to trust people sometimes
i have huge mood swings , from happy to depressed to angry- but the moods obly last acouple hours or a day , never longer
depressed, its hard for me to see anything jn my future at all or even hard to see past tomorow
i have very low self esteem, i think i am worth nothing and should be punished for everything i do wrong
i walk around life like a ghost, i feel like i cant feel anything most of the time , so i cut to feel pain since its the only way i can find to feel anything except empty
i distance myself from people because i am very scared of regection or what they might say about me
i want help because i think i have a serious issue that im not sure how to deal with but i am to scared to tell my parents
ive had a normal life but i always seem to find the imerfections in little things
i have random bursts of anger that are very uncalled for
i dont know how to deal with situations anymore
i find it hard to make simple decisions
i am very paranoid about little things and find mysylf suddenly terrified of being alone but also wanting to be physically alone
i write poetry and draw terrifying things sometimes and post them online
i feel like no one cares about me anymore
i feel like ive lost who i am , i used to be happy and outgoing and have alot of friends , now i am quiet and always distant and have very few friends
i cant hold onto positive emotions very long , i find myself feeling exhausted, tired , or depressed after jst acouple hours of being happy
i do not eat lunch anymore. Ever
I dont know what to do and i dont know if i hae a mental issue or its just hard because im growing up , what should i do ? :(
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