I'm a 19 y.o. Asperger's person, and I'm living in a world of frustration and anger. I'm over my parents, I'm over studying and I do NOT want to work for any stupid company that treats me like a mentally ill vegetable. I feel like I have lost all faith in people I trust and, therefore, no-one can be trusted. I was taking medication for Asperger's but when I researched the medication I was taking, I stopped it immediately. I'm sick of seeing psychiatrists and the like, because you only see those when the rest of the world thinks your stupid, psycho or "different".
It's reached the stage where I want to hurt people to show how much I'm hurting. I was bullied all the way through school, and I've carried this angst into my late teens. I don't socialize anymore, because all I want to do is be on drugs. I know I need help, but I'm very resentful of psych doctors and their condescending compatriots. I've been depressed for 2 years without any break. I'm close to killing myself to rid myself of this world that doesn't give a sh*t.
I have an intense hatred of my parents and entire family. Can anyone offer a solution before I end this sh*t life I live?