I recently smoked marijuana, which led to a panic attack. This panic led to me having panic off and on for about two weeks, with thoughts of killing myself to escape the depression and anxiety... I felt there was no meaning to life, and I couldn't interact with people on a normal level.. I became very afraid of social situations, and it even felt like friends of mine were not the people I always knew... Time became very distorted, the past two weeks seemed as if they were maybe 5 days all together. I had alot of sensitivity to light. When people were speaking it seemed as though I was disconnected and surrounded by echoes. It was as if sound was muffled. I had many percieved problems with memory although no one seemed to notice a difference... I had a hard time remembering the names of people I knew... When I woke every morning I felt like I would kill myself... I told a teacher about this and began to cry, she told me to seek professional help.. I felt like I was a different person and even now that I have changed in some way.. I get afraid every night when I go to sleep that I will wake up and feel like this again. I have many problems with sleeping, I wake constantly and have terrifying dreams. Besides being afraid every night and morning I have come back to normal. I don't know what is wrong with me and the counselor at my school is sending me to a psychiatrist which I can't afford cause my dad recently lost his job and insurance.. I don't know what is wrong with me, and I hope that this wasn't a psychotic breakdown or something just as bad... I don't know what to do and I am afraid.....Reply Follow This Thread Stop Following This Thread Flag this Discussion
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