Discussions By Condition: Mental conditions

I don't know (long bare with me)

Posted In: Mental conditions 0 Replies
  • Posted By: ManicDepressiveLoner
  • December 26, 2009
  • 00:15 AM

I don't know if I have a personality disorder but I tend to show symptoms of it
Mistrust Of Others
Show No Remorse
but Only to get out of trouble is when I am sorry but not what I have done
Manipulative saying people don't care about me using it against the ones I know
Attention Seeking and dramatic
People call me a drama queen
I can get so angry that I hate everyone
Then I get all touchy inside and I like everyone
I am dependent on others to take care of me
I don't tend to follow rules easily
I lack self identity
Dunnoo who I am
And what person I am
Sometimes I have another person in me who is evil
And there is me who is good
But most of the times I think I am evil
I get really suspcious of others
That they maybe plotting something against me
I tend to feel special and lack understanding
I really don't know
But my doctor can't figure it out or the stupid moron won't even try
Sometimes when I snap I can't control myself
And everytime I try explaining my problems
People tell me I'm just doing it for attention
So I just give into what they believed
I also have self harm thoughts and sometimes I cut myself
To feel that I am in control
But personality disorders are hard to diagnosed
I have no knowledge at all if I have one of them
I tend to complusively lie alot
Making me dishonest
I also tend to be cold and distant
Unsociable that I want to be lefted alone
Then I tend to shut myself from people
But wishing I had friends
But can't act on it cause of rejection
Well theres like too much information here
Its driving me crazy
The more I think the more I dwell on it
This is so not cool

Reply Flag this Discussion
Thanks! A moderator will review your post and it will be live within the next 24 hours.

Signs of a Psoriasis Flare

Know the five types of psoriasis and how to spot flares.

How Diabetes Medications Affect Your Appetite

Newer diabetes treatments can suppress appetite and aid weight loss.

What to Do For Dry Mouth

Try these tips to get your salivary glands back into action.

The Painkiller – Constipation Connection

Constipation is a common side effect of opioid and narcotic pain medicines.

9 Signs of Sensitive Skin

Is it sensitive skin or something else?