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I don't know (long bare with me)

Posted In: Mental conditions 0 Replies
  • Posted By: ManicDepressiveLoner
  • December 26, 2009
  • 00:15 AM

I don't know if I have a personality disorder but I tend to show symptoms of it
Mistrust Of Others
Show No Remorse
but Only to get out of trouble is when I am sorry but not what I have done
Manipulative saying people don't care about me using it against the ones I know
Attention Seeking and dramatic
People call me a drama queen
I can get so angry that I hate everyone
Then I get all touchy inside and I like everyone
I am dependent on others to take care of me
I don't tend to follow rules easily
I lack self identity
Dunnoo who I am
And what person I am
Sometimes I have another person in me who is evil
And there is me who is good
But most of the times I think I am evil
I get really suspcious of others
That they maybe plotting something against me
I tend to feel special and lack understanding
I really don't know
But my doctor can't figure it out or the stupid moron won't even try
Sometimes when I snap I can't control myself
And everytime I try explaining my problems
People tell me I'm just doing it for attention
So I just give into what they believed
I also have self harm thoughts and sometimes I cut myself
To feel that I am in control
But personality disorders are hard to diagnosed
I have no knowledge at all if I have one of them
I tend to complusively lie alot
Making me dishonest
I also tend to be cold and distant
Unsociable that I want to be lefted alone
Then I tend to shut myself from people
But wishing I had friends
But can't act on it cause of rejection
Well theres like too much information here
Its driving me crazy
The more I think the more I dwell on it
This is so not cool

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