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I don't know

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  • Posted By: ManicDepressiveLoner
  • December 26, 2009
  • 00:44 AM

I am not sure if I have a personality disorder but I feel like I have its traits

Dramatic and attention seeking Like I will play the victim and others are out to get me
Suspicious of others who might be plotting mentally,emotionally or physically against me

I don't forgive well I just say I forgive them to make them to shut up

I have self harm history and can do it anytime

I lack in my own self image of who I am
I don't know but I think there is something missing maybe I am confused

People tell me I am very manipulative
To get the things I want I tend to be charming

They also say I show no remorse but only to stay out of trouble
Telling them I am sorry can you give me another chance
Again and again

Untill they say my words won't get to them and want me to show action
I tend to lie alot
Dishonest also with myself
I been labeled as a drama queen at least I admit that I am one

I can be antisocial and act out implusively and with aggression
I can be easily annoyed
And having violent thoughts that I want to hurt someone
I am nice when I want something
But if not I don't care regardless to the feelings of others

I tend to lack empathy

I can be cold and distant
Not wanting to be sociaable and be with others

Then I tend to feel the need to be around others but having aviodant thoughts
Like they might hate me and reject me

I have a OD History

And its just one big rollercoaster

I can be depressed and then the next happy go lucky

I tend to self-sabortage when I want to make a achivement
I don't follow though and become unsuccessful

I am on thin ice of being kicked out of my group home
And I show no concern thats what they say

I'm the victim here and they are just not helping me is what I'm saying

I can get really mad

Also I seek revenge

I don't trust others
I think I'm better then everyone else
Having self-love wanting control and power
I try to scare people
I don't know whats wrong with me
But theres alot more crap I want to say but what should I do
My doctor won't help me
I think I should fire her and say you know what your not helping me to reach a idea on what the ***l is wrong with me
I think people are out to get me
anger issues and alot more crap geez

Plus my meds don't help

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  • I am not sure if I have a personality disorder but I feel like I have its traits Dramatic and attention seeking Like I will play the victim and others are out to get meSuspicious of others who might be plotting mentally,emotionally or physically against me I don't forgive well I just say I forgive them to make them to shut up I have self harm history and can do it anytime I lack in my own self image of who I amI don't know but I think there is something missing maybe I am confused People tell me I am very manipulativeTo get the things I want I tend to be charming They also say I show no remorse but only to stay out of troubleTelling them I am sorry can you give me another chanceAgain and again Untill they say my words won't get to them and want me to show actionI tend to lie alotDishonest also with myselfI been labeled as a drama queen at least I admit that I am one I can be antisocial and act out implusively and with aggressionI can be easily annoyedAnd having violent thoughts that I want to hurt someoneI am nice when I want somethingBut if not I don't care regardless to the feelings of others I tend to lack empathy I can be cold and distantNot wanting to be sociaable and be with others Then I tend to feel the need to be around others but having aviodant thoughtsLike they might hate me and reject me I have a OD History And its just one big rollercoaster I can be depressed and then the next happy go lucky I tend to self-sabortage when I want to make a achivementI don't follow though and become unsuccessful I am on thin ice of being kicked out of my group homeAnd I show no concern thats what they say I'm the victim here and they are just not helping me is what I'm saying I can get really mad Also I seek revenge I don't trust othersI think I'm better then everyone elseHaving self-love wanting control and powerI try to scare people I don't know whats wrong with meBut theres alot more crap I want to say but what should I doMy doctor won't help meI think I should fire her and say you know what your not helping me to reach a idea on what the ***l is wrong with meI think people are out to get meanger issues and alot more crap geez Plus my meds don't help What meds are you on and how long?? How long have you been seeing your DR and why are you in a group home? There are alot of Trolls on here and if you are really seeking help you need to provide a bit more information. There are MD's on here that are retired and donate time so please be as thourgh as you can. Also, your age would help. There is no such thing as to much information.
    Bernie8822 10 Replies
    • December 26, 2009
    • 06:06 AM
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  • What meds are you on and how long?? How long have you been seeing your DR and why are you in a group home? There are alot of Trolls on here and if you are really seeking help you need to provide a bit more information. There are MD's on here that are retired and donate time so please be as thourgh as you can. Also, your age would help. There is no such thing as to much information. I'm on antidepressents and one for my anger I been seeing my new doctor for about a few monthsI'm in a group home cause I have mild mental retardationNeed to train so I can live on my ownAnd yes I am seeking true helpAny information will be nice even if it comes out fern and bluntI will try to be as honest as I can but its hardI am 25 years oldAnd thank you for reading thisIts just I have alot of personality traits don't know which one but a few of them might have to be antisocial,borderline,narcissitic,paranoid,avoidant and passive aggressive or multipleI don't know any of these I learned from it but I can really say I truely have themIts just I act out on them
    ManicDepressiveLoner 2 Replies
    • December 26, 2009
    • 07:10 PM
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