I work min wages and I'm 44 yrs old and am married and have 3 kids to raise with no help. I hate being alive and sometimes wish I wouldn't wake up from sleeping at night. Sometimes when I get something like the FLU I secretly wish it would take my life. When I drive down the road I sometimes wish people would hit me head on or maybe I might run off the road and he a tree head on doing like 70mph.
Am I different than most people? What can I do to not make my life suck this much?:(