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help bipolar with sudden huge change

Posted In: Mental conditions 0 Replies
  • May 20, 2010
  • 05:42 AM

i am 26 yr old female with bipolar i am on and off my meds and can not remember the last time i was stabilized on my meds or emotions.if ever? the only thing i can do faithfully for the past 6 and 1/2 years is to abuse taking adderral.i take it everyday mostly and take a week off of it every 4 or 5 months.both of my parents have multiple mental disorders and are worse than me.i drink once in every blue moon. this past week that i have been off adderral something horrible happened and i need to know what please help this past tuesday all that day i faught with my friend, had slurrered speech,everybody said i was so high or asked if i was drunk including the police when they were called on me for my behavior.i was clean as a whistle nothing.the day after i stayed in bed for about 5 days straight today is my 1rst day up and about and my 1st day back on adderral.this past week starting with tuesday being so angry and being told i was also asking people i never in my life would for adderral to fatigue,depressed, with pain in my upper left stomach constipation,nightmares,and craving for candy a week after and everything went away i doubt it is withdraw because i am clean for a week every 4 months and have been this way for years and never had acteded so different any other time and i dont remember NONE OF IT ive had seizures and i doubt i had one ALSO last week i have moved to a different city from living in the same city my whole life with a guy i just got engaged to and found out alot of our relationship is off of his lies and suffering from PDST of being raped with my oldest and having a very abusive and tramadic past most of my life what happened or is happening or going to happen i need ADVISE ASAP

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