I need help and I have no idea where to turn. I have been shoplifting for years and I often have no recollection of what I have even taken until I look in my purse when I get home. I have bee arrested twice in the last two months and was never caught in all the years of doing this before. I feel like I'm having a nervous breakdown. I just can't seem to help myself and I am so afraid of what will happen to me when I go to court. I have never been in trouble for anything ever before and the second time I was arrested I was badly injured by the security guard that caught me. I can't even leave my apartment and I am having seizures because of what he did to me, please help me I truly don't know what to do.