I am 27 year old,unmarried and working professional. I have been avoiding interacting with people right from childhood. Fatigue, constipation have been part of my life but still I have been pushing myself hard to achieve things in life in which I have been successful. If I exercise very lightly for half an hour a day for four days,I feel very tired for next two weeks and my constipation increases,though get some relief from lack of concentration the days I am exercising. I like being alone from childhood. I do not make many friends, I have developed a attitude of not caring about people just avoid them. In my company if I have to grow I must have to have a good communication and interaction with people around which is frustating me enough to hate myself. The worst part is that I am feel shy of girls which makes me stay away from them and my this behaviour is wonder for some girls I have come across.
Need your help here. Is I am depressed? I do not know because I do not feel emotionally upset. I do not have suicidal thinkings. I have a very good reasoning power but I am very very poor in making even small decisions.
Please share your experiences and help me with your views on my problem. I have not enjoyed my life till today. I want to live life happily and with lots of enthusiasm. I want to achieve great things in my life but I feel emotionless sometimes.. ...I am very very confused, I do not know what to do. I can not think clear.