Hi! I'm new here, so sorry if I come across as too moany and whiney ect
I was wondering if I was still anorexic. I was a few months ago, well, my school confidential nurse told me I was. But that was back when I was loosing a stone a term. This term however I havn't lost any more weight.
I've found it to be a batlle to maintain the weight I'm on now (5 and a half stone) infact some weeks I've found I have put on a few pounds and manage to get rid of those.
My periods stopped in October and havn't started again, and I don't want them too.
Yes I know I'm severly underweight and yes I know I don't have periods and my hair is starting to fall out but I am eating more than I was. 2 days in a row now I've had breakfast.
I don't want to eat this much but I do. poeple who are anorexic don't eat anything do they? I've never been able to do that. I feel if I do talk to someone about it then I'll be wasting their time because I do eat, OK I don't eat much, but more than I used to and more than I want to. Infact I find myself going up to nearly 1000 calories alot of days (before I stayed under 500 most days of the week) I've bought diet pills to try and fight back. I know this all sounds totally stupid but I feel as though I've lost the control I had before when I was anorexic. I feel so ashamed of myself, I can see that I have gained some fat back. Because I'm eating more now and havn't lot any weight since before easter, am I no-longer anorexic? I'm confused!!! :confused: