For ages now i have been having these weird paranoid delusions - I have convinced myself that there are people watching me constantly - my house is bugged, there are hidden cameras throughout the house - I am being monitored 24/7 by unknown persecutors. I am so crazy that I have even tried holding conversations with the invisible persecutors, reasoning with them, arguing that they could never possibly reveal their findings, as they would reveal themselves in the process. These conversations have lasted for hours at a stretch.
I am also constantly worried about people talking about me behind my back, and am hypersensitive towards any sort of slight or insult. I hold grudges for years, and cannot trust anyone.
This is the first time that I have found the courage to reveal this to anyone, as I have been too afraid that someone is monitoring my computer and collecting it all as evidence against me. Someone please help me - I can't trust anyone enough to tell them - I'm desperate