I had asthma as a child due to being repeatedly over exposed to environmental pollution (coal fire fumes, gas hob fumes household cleaning chemicals and generaL allergens. I am also a co dependant with an addictive nature. I have been over responsible and over caring which has caused me extreme repeated stress over the last 20 years. I have been diagnosed with Bi polar disorder but am sure Complex post traumatic stress was also there due to the co dependant behaviour. My addiction was to carbohydrates which i repeatedly binged on. I have suspected an intolerance to wheat or carbs in the past as i got very irritable, moody and emotional (anxiety stress) during periods of bingeing. I am also highly sensitive to criticism and other peoples anger due to repeated exposure to others anger and rage when i have started to withdraw my support when others have become abusive. Being co dependant i stay in situations where i witness emotional abuse and rage.Is it possible that i am not bi polar but am in fact suffering from repeated and retriggered complex post traumatic stress and the Carb binging has caused Food intolerances,Carb intolerances (syndrome X) or hypoglycemia ? . I also have had the symptoms of M.E and CFS due possibly to having a weakened immune system . i am also chemically sensitive.One month ago i stoped eating all simple carbs and went on an anti candida diet.low and behold these symptoms dissapeared. blurred vision, poor concentration, lack of ability to focus, less irritability no more rage , no more anger less aches and pains. My thoughts are Candida, food sensitivities,
carb intolerance (hypoglycemia / syndrome X) . For the last month i have had what the doctor says is IBS but i think it is more serious than that as
i get really bad pains in my upper left side and my appetite and bowel movements have diminished. I also get pain when my bowels are full !
I am scared i have pancreatic cancer as my mother died of this and liver, colon cancer. she too was not that active a person. As i have had so little energy before the last month. My doctor refuses to refer me and just says i am having delusions and fancifull thoughts as i am bi polar. I cant just wait and see if the pains get it worse and they have been !. What do i do ??????????