This is a cry for help
Pls help me understand what is wrong with me.
Symptoms In order of occurrence
01 - Digestive track - stomach growls or cramps, belching (to releave pressure buildup), stange smelling stool.
02 - Abdomen - distended abdomen(like a brick in the stomach causing poor fexabilty), hard and tender to touch, Abdominal tightness and discomfort, stich on both sides under ribs,feeling of being in a vise, gate.
03 - Tongue - thrush, white and yellow coating(back of tongue). weird taste on tongue like electric, yellowish spit.
04 - Muscle - generaly feel weak all the time, muscles feel spongey (Ive noticed this on my butt and belly), lack of energy, twitching, muscle spasms, discomfort, flu-like muscle aches, (dont know if this is relavent but small moveable noeds or clusters under triceps, hamstrings, lower back, shoulder blades etc???) I have notice theses all over my body.
05 - Shakes - inner vibrations or shakes (like im stuck on adrenaline), started all of a sudden one night, the higher the intensity the harder it is to fall a sleep.(Nervous system?)
06 - Sleep - chronic insomnia, Sleep is very light or non existent, Im lucky to get any hours of sleep at night, little sounds will wake me (Hypersensative hearing), nightsweats, I have a hard time falling back to sleep, I just lie their confused and sad hoping to get more sleep but it doesent happen. I dont feel tierd during the the day just exhausted and weak???
07 - Head - Zombie, Cognitive dysfunction (or brain fog), phycological problemes, dont feel myself anymore, trouble with concentration, stuck in a bubble, confusion, memorie troubles, feel alone, scared, dont know what to do our how to get help. I have a hard time taking care of myself, depresion, loss of sex drive, very poor appetite, sad, anxiety attacks, stress, nervous, irritability, suicidal thoughts with no plans..
08 - Eyes - bloody vainy red eyes, blury eyes.
09 - Testicul - I notice they warp or move around alot???
10 - Face - tingling sensations all throughout my left cheek
11 - Joints - nerve sensative to touch.
12 - Ear - occational(rare) motor sound left ear.
13 - Semen - my semen went from a thick white to yellowish and now clear solution.