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medical, mental, or supernatural ???

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  • Posted By: walkingwounded
  • March 13, 2011
  • 04:45 PM

i am not crazy. I am not schitzophrenic (sp?), at least i don't think so... but i do need help ! for the past 5 years or so i have had a "somebody" with me. He communicates with me by heating me up, like a hot flash, but different. He can only answer yes or no q's in this manner. I am a female, btw, and i know this is a male b/c i sort of heard his name- Michael. Like in the front of my head but not like hearing voices. There is a lot to this story but the q's involve this :
I hold anything on a string, anything that dangles, and it moves of its own accord, swaying to and fro and in circles. In the beginning this was a way to communicate w/ Michael, but then it wouldn't be him, it would be someone else,( i can tell b/c whatever i was holding would stop, wiggle, and turn in the opposite direction) who, through questioning outloud AND silently , said they were demons, When they are "on the pendulum" (for lack of better term) i feel sick, begin to shake like tremors, and so of course I drop it. There is nothing in everyday life i can pick up without this happening - keychain, necklaces... anything that could possibly dangle doesn't just hang there - it MOVES. I have made extreme conscious effort to NOT move my arm or hand in any way to see if i was somehow causing this. I'm NOT. These ordinary objects spin and move sometimes so fast i can barely hang on to them ! I would really like to show this to someone, but WHO ?
At night, and sometimes during the day, even when driving, I can feel someone inside of me. My stomach swells up as if they are trying to push their way out. I feel as if i'm being molested, to the point of actually being held down on the bed, couch, chair, whatever, and feeling like i am having sex. I can feel someone "there" as if there really is a man with me, to the point of orgasm. Sometimes it's like, well, it feels good, ya know, but scary, but sometimes it becomes like torture and like it is trying to rip me in half and push their way out through my stomach- it swells up so big i look like i am 9 months pregnant ! I don't know HOW to tell my med. dr. about such a thing !
AND for the past 11 months I've been having seizure like episodes, which can't be explained by medical tests. I have an awful feeling i am being attacked (by demons?). Waiting for EEG results now...have 2 types of seizures, so may be medical AND mental...or supernatural ????
I am really scared . really confused.
BTW...Michael tells me HE is an Angel.
Are they fighting for my soul ? My body ?
What is going ON ????? Am I CRAZY ??? :confused:

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  • i am not crazy. I am not schitzophrenic (sp?), at least i don't think so... but i do need help ! for the past 5 years or so i have had a "somebody" with me. He communicates with me by heating me up, like a hot flash, but different. He can only answer yes or no q's in this manner. I am a female, btw, and i know this is a male b/c i sort of heard his name- Michael. Like in the front of my head but not like hearing voices. There is a lot to this story but the q's involve this :I hold anything on a string, anything that dangles, and it moves of its own accord, swaying to and fro and in circles. In the beginning this was a way to communicate w/ Michael, but then it wouldn't be him, it would be someone else,( i can tell b/c whatever i was holding would stop, wiggle, and turn in the opposite direction) who, through questioning outloud AND silently , said they were demons, When they are "on the pendulum" (for lack of better term) i feel sick, begin to shake like tremors, and so of course I drop it. There is nothing in everyday life i can pick up without this happening - keychain, necklaces... anything that could possibly dangle doesn't just hang there - it MOVES. I have made extreme conscious effort to NOT move my arm or hand in any way to see if i was somehow causing this. I'm NOT. These ordinary objects spin and move sometimes so fast i can barely hang on to them ! I would really like to show this to someone, but WHO ? At night, and sometimes during the day, even when driving, I can feel someone inside of me. My stomach swells up as if they are trying to push their way out. I feel as if i'm being molested, to the point of actually being held down on the bed, couch, chair, whatever, and feeling like i am having sex. I can feel someone "there" as if there really is a man with me, to the point of orgasm. Sometimes it's like, well, it feels good, ya know, but scary, but sometimes it becomes like torture and like it is trying to rip me in half and push their way out through my stomach- it swells up so big i look like i am 9 months pregnant ! I don't know HOW to tell my med. dr. about such a thing ! AND for the past 11 months I've been having seizure like episodes, which can't be explained by medical tests. I have an awful feeling i am being attacked (by demons?). Waiting for EEG results now...have 2 types of seizures, so may be medical AND mental...or supernatural ????I am really scared . really confused. BTW...Michael tells me HE is an Angel. Are they fighting for my soul ? My body ? What is going ON ????? Am I CRAZY ??? :confused:your problem sounds very interesting, I have experienced a few things in my life which would sound very supernatural. After learning a few things about the human mind, I realise that it is not real and I was making these things happen without realising it. Your case seems quite extreme, I suggest you see a hypnotherapist or nlp practioner I think this could really help you :)
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  • You are writing that you are not having mental problems.Have you seen psychiatrist and/or psychologist?Print your text out, and if you can, get in touch with some psychiatrist, and try to say and show all this to him/her.I believe, he/she will understand and maybe suggest you some typical or atypical antipsychotic to try it. After couple weeks, you will be closer to realize if it's helping, or if you need to try different medication.There are some other things you can do, but I might write about it in PM to you, if you are interested.Hope you update us soon with some improvement. i am not crazy. I am not schitzophrenic (sp?), at least i don't think so... but i do need help ! for the past 5 years or so i have had a "somebody" with me. He communicates with me by heating me up, like a hot flash, but different. He can only answer yes or no q's in this manner. I am a female, btw, and i know this is a male b/c i sort of heard his name- Michael. Like in the front of my head but not like hearing voices. There is a lot to this story but the q's involve this :I hold anything on a string, anything that dangles, and it moves of its own accord, swaying to and fro and in circles. In the beginning this was a way to communicate w/ Michael, but then it wouldn't be him, it would be someone else,( i can tell b/c whatever i was holding would stop, wiggle, and turn in the opposite direction) who, through questioning outloud AND silently , said they were demons, When they are "on the pendulum" (for lack of better term) i feel sick, begin to shake like tremors, and so of course I drop it. There is nothing in everyday life i can pick up without this happening - keychain, necklaces... anything that could possibly dangle doesn't just hang there - it MOVES. I have made extreme conscious effort to NOT move my arm or hand in any way to see if i was somehow causing this. I'm NOT. These ordinary objects spin and move sometimes so fast i can barely hang on to them ! I would really like to show this to someone, but WHO ? At night, and sometimes during the day, even when driving, I can feel someone inside of me. My stomach swells up as if they are trying to push their way out. I feel as if i'm being molested, to the point of actually being held down on the bed, couch, chair, whatever, and feeling like i am having sex. I can feel someone "there" as if there really is a man with me, to the point of orgasm. Sometimes it's like, well, it feels good, ya know, but scary, but sometimes it becomes like torture and like it is trying to rip me in half and push their way out through my stomach- it swells up so big i look like i am 9 months pregnant ! I don't know HOW to tell my med. dr. about such a thing ! AND for the past 11 months I've been having seizure like episodes, which can't be explained by medical tests. I have an awful feeling i am being attacked (by demons?). Waiting for EEG results now...have 2 types of seizures, so may be medical AND mental...or supernatural ????I am really scared . really confused. BTW...Michael tells me HE is an Angel. Are they fighting for my soul ? My body ? What is going ON ????? Am I CRAZY ??? :confused:
    leftandright 4 Replies Flag this Response
  • You are writing that you are not having mental problems.Have you seen psychiatrist and/or psychologist?Print your text out, and if you can, get in touch with some psychiatrist, and try to say and show all this to him/her.I believe, he/she will understand and maybe suggest you some typical or atypical antipsychotic to try it. After couple weeks, you will be closer to realize if it's helping, or if you need to try different medication.There are some other things you can do, but I might write about it in PM to you, if you are interested.Hope you update us soon with some improvement.but how do you explain the pendulum thing ???? is it that "everybody" that experiences something "like" this is somehow mentally challenged / psychotic ??? How much of the world believes, on faith and ancient text, in God and Heaven, angels, demons, etc., etc., but when ppl say they are having experiences with such beings, we are crazy and need medication ?? As i said, there is a lot to my story - i wouldn't know where to begin, except at the beginning and that would take years, and so I AM searching for the right professional / psychiatrist to help me... it is so hard to know what to believe, and in one way I want to think I just need the right medication - in another, I am afraid of what it would mean to NOT believe what has been happening and the things I've learned; to somehow find out none of it was real ??? Does that make sense ? omg i will go mad just thinking about it ! Thanks for your reply . I would welcome any thoughts you have to add on the subject.
    walkingwounded 2 Replies Flag this Response
  • I agree on possible existence of some, like you describing, as paranormal abilities. And, I do not think you are crazy. I think you might be under a lot of stress and your brain activity is running in overdrive. So, you might perceive your hand being still, while actually your muscles might be overly sensitive and badly vibrating at the same time. Which leads to hanging things spinning. If you interested in me mentioning more about all this from religious or "superstitious" point of you, and what I could suggest, you can add me on my msn screen name with your WD user name, so I know it's you.
    leftandright 4 Replies Flag this Response
  • i am not crazy. I am not schitzophrenic (sp?), at least i don't think so... but i do need help ! for the past 5 years or so i have had a "somebody" with me. He communicates with me by heating me up, like a hot flash, but different. He can only answer yes or no q's in this manner. I am a female, btw, and i know this is a male b/c i sort of heard his name- Michael. Like in the front of my head but not like hearing voices. There is a lot to this story but the q's involve this :I hold anything on a string, anything that dangles, and it moves of its own accord, swaying to and fro and in circles. In the beginning this was a way to communicate w/ Michael, but then it wouldn't be him, it would be someone else,( i can tell b/c whatever i was holding would stop, wiggle, and turn in the opposite direction) who, through questioning outloud AND silently , said they were demons, When they are "on the pendulum" (for lack of better term) i feel sick, begin to shake like tremors, and so of course I drop it. There is nothing in everyday life i can pick up without this happening - keychain, necklaces... anything that could possibly dangle doesn't just hang there - it MOVES. I have made extreme conscious effort to NOT move my arm or hand in any way to see if i was somehow causing this. I'm NOT. These ordinary objects spin and move sometimes so fast i can barely hang on to them ! I would really like to show this to someone, but WHO ? At night, and sometimes during the day, even when driving, I can feel someone inside of me. My stomach swells up as if they are trying to push their way out. I feel as if i'm being molested, to the point of actually being held down on the bed, couch, chair, whatever, and feeling like i am having sex. I can feel someone "there" as if there really is a man with me, to the point of orgasm. Sometimes it's like, well, it feels good, ya know, but scary, but sometimes it becomes like torture and like it is trying to rip me in half and push their way out through my stomach- it swells up so big i look like i am 9 months pregnant ! I don't know HOW to tell my med. dr. about such a thing ! AND for the past 11 months I've been having seizure like episodes, which can't be explained by medical tests. I have an awful feeling i am being attacked (by demons?). Waiting for EEG results now...have 2 types of seizures, so may be medical AND mental...or supernatural ????I am really scared . really confused. BTW...Michael tells me HE is an Angel. Are they fighting for my soul ? My body ? What is going ON ????? Am I CRAZY ??? :confused:HI WALKINGWOUNDED,http://forums.aboutmecfs.org/showthread.php?188-B-12-The-Hidden-Story&p=164107&posted=1#post164107If you sign up over at this forum you can send me a private message. I would like to speak to you privately. I may understand what you are describing and have some experience that might be helpful.
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