for a long time now, i have contemplated suicide. i have always been the fly on the wall in the room full of people and am just tired of being tired. my question is this. when does suicide go from taking your own life to just creating your own non existence. i am socially inadequate when it comes to being around the public, many people who i know are gone and truly will not be affected by what i do or don't do. But why is the idea of nonexistence so intoxicating. i moved from a town of about 30,000 to a town of over two million people. i am not a normal person, i do not enjoy the public scene because of all the crazy stupidity that is out there with the younger Gen. to me, nonexistence isn't so much as a cop out but a form of release. I truly do not believe counseling will help out and pill popping will definitely complicate things. But being alone, and abnormal from others in society, watching them have something i can never achieve, gets tiring. and i am tired, of being tired.Reply Follow This Thread Stop Following This Thread Flag this Discussion
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