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im done im putting it in God's hand..please read

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  • Posted By: pooh38635
  • June 20, 2008
  • 07:34 PM

hi about two months ago i doctor told me that i might have herpes...i was shocked and it really didnt register at first....i became depressed and i didnt want have any type of interaction with really anyone. my friends were there for me and constantly we prayed..i finally told my partner and he went and got tested but a month went by and we didnt talk so i didnt know if he was ignoring me or what...my sister thought it was a good idea for me to come stay with her to clear my mind so i took dat over..i felt better for a little while but i still cried frequently...my mom wanted me to get more medicine since i was going outta of town and i probably would be gone the whole summer.. everyone knows this type of medicine has to be called in my your doctor..so i tried calling her and they said she no longer worked there and was MIA..i thought this was strange so i had no way of getting any medicine i would have to see another doctor and be examed all over again..i really didnt wanna do that...i finally heard from my partner and we talk as if we never stopped talking. i brought it up and thats when he told me he got tested twice for everything and he came back negative this took me by surprise since mine came back positive....

i think it was God because alot of strange things happen beside the doctor disappearing and no one knowing where she was. first they didnt call me with my results and when i called them the nurse said everything was normal.i had to ask several times about the test then she said i was positive for hsv1.. many people have told me that comes from oral sex and i have never had that..i had just recently lost my virginity basically i was curious.. that wasnt my first time breaking out down there i had been breaking out for years right before my period.. i would tell my mom but she would do nothing...i would but grease on it or antibiotics and t would go away sometimes i would do nothing about it..i would get pains or bruises down there and i just kind of use it as a sign telling me when m period was coming... i have not tooken any more of that medicine since april and im fine no problems at all...everyone tells me that im ok and i would never really take them seriously because of the bug in my ear telling me i had it...my friend told me God puts people and things in your way to get you back on the right track or to guide you and i really believe that she was right....

I AM GENITAL HERPES FREE AND IM HAPPY TO SAY IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN GOOD AND I KNOW WHAT HE CAN DO..GOD TAKES YOU THROUGH ***l TO GET YOU TO HEAVEN!!!! GOD GIVES YOU THINGS SO THAT YOU KNOW HE IS THERE....HE TAKES THEM AWAY SO YOU WONT FORGET THAT HE"S HERE.. GOD HAS GIVEN ME A CLEAN SLATE!!!!

if it wasnt for God, my family and friends i wouldnt have been able to get through this...so have faith and put your sickness,anger,frustration, pain, and hurt into his hand because he can and will bring you through....:):)

I have decide to become celibate for awhile until i get into a serious relationship where sex is not a big deal..love is the answer..

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