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I have Split-personallity

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  • Posted By: Maiden
  • February 9, 2010
  • 06:26 PM

Now the medical field likes to call it D.I.D But whatever the name I still have the same problems. I had been living with this since I was 5 years old and never knew. Once I started really looking at everything and putting the pieces together so much of my life started to make sense. But once I realized what was going on and started to confront the problem symptoms really started show big time. I have really bad headaches, sometimes I wake up in places and don't know how I got there. People, my husband included often tell me of things I've done or said that I do not remember. Sometimes they are terrible things. Twice friends told me they saw me cheat on my husband and I have absolutley no memory of it. It is devastating to think of the nasty things this women who likes to call herself Aye has made my body do. I'm constintaly nervous and frightened because i never know when she'l take over and what she might do. I severe depression where sometimes I just ball overwhelmed by saddness. Sometimes I get into huge fights with my husband because of stupid things. Sometime one of the other girls will get mad and the angrier they get it seems like the less control I have. She drives me crazy with the nasty evil things she thinks. Sometimes I go into convulsions and it feels like there is someone inside of me stuggling to get out. I try to to see myself for who I am. A person who's brain split because of trama and that I am truly only one person. But it's so hard they are so real, and so different from myself. Yes Aye is not the only one, there is another, Aye is just the worst. I"ve been on many medications and when I was on Adderoll I felt so focused and whole and.....cured basically. But I can not find a doctor who will perscribe me this medication. In fact I can't even find a doctor to diagnos me with D.I.D most say oh its just Bipolar but I know this is untrue. I know Aye. I am writing a trilogy on this. Maybe I can get some help once I'm rich and famous

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  • Now the medical field likes to call it D.I.D But whatever the name I still have the same problems. I had been living with this since I was 5 years old and never knew. Once I started really looking at everything and putting the pieces together so much of my life started to make sense. But once I realized what was going on and started to confront the problem symptoms really started show big time. I have really bad headaches, sometimes I wake up in places and don't know how I got there. People, my husband included often tell me of things I've done or said that I do not remember. Sometimes they are terrible things. Twice friends told me they saw me cheat on my husband and I have absolutley no memory of it. It is devastating to think of the nasty things this women who likes to call herself Aye has made my body do. I'm constintaly nervous and frightened because i never know when she'l take over and what she might do. I severe depression where sometimes I just ball overwhelmed by saddness. Sometimes I get into huge fights with my husband because of stupid things. Sometime one of the other girls will get mad and the angrier they get it seems like the less control I have. She drives me crazy with the nasty evil things she thinks. Sometimes I go into convulsions and it feels like there is someone inside of me stuggling to get out. I try to to see myself for who I am. A person who's brain split because of trama and that I am truly only one person. But it's so hard they are so real, and so different from myself. Yes Aye is not the only one, there is another, Aye is just the worst. I"ve been on many medications and when I was on Adderoll I felt so focused and whole and.....cured basically. But I can not find a doctor who will perscribe me this medication. In fact I can't even find a doctor to diagnos me with D.I.D most say oh its just Bipolar but I know this is untrue. I know Aye. I am writing a trilogy on this. Maybe I can get some help once I'm rich and famous Hi Maiden, I have a good friend with this problem. It often results from abuse as a child with dissociation as a protective device. I am very familiar with it. You need to have somebody your "alter(s)" is willing to speak to as well as you. Only a few specialists recognize and work with D.I.D. How can we help you?
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    • February 25, 2010
    • 08:01 AM
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