I have recently started to look up my phobia because it is getting to a serious point now in my life.
I am almost 18 years old, and for as long as I can remember I have had this phobia.
It is a combination of many things.
-the thought and talking of biology
-the thought and talking of organs
-the thought and talking of being pierced
I dont think I have even explained it properly.
As i write it tho it makes me winch, feel sick, feel dizzy, and move awkwardly in my seat
Hopefully you can imagine the picture I am creating here
I have never had anything major happen to me to make me feel this way.
I have had my regular jabs when I was young and I reacted as any kid did - I cried!
I broke my elbow but it only hurt and I had it in plaster, no surgery or anything.
When I had my ear re-pierced I fainted
I used to get really dizzy/sweaty/lose my hearing and sight when I was in biology lessons and "female" student talks (periods etc.)
Im at the point know where it cant keep happening
I wont be able to have children
I darent go to the doctors in case I need anything doing
I dread what would happen if I has a serious illness
Ive only touched the tip of the iceberg here
but its making me very uncomfortable
can anyone help me?
or point me in the right direction?
anyone have this intense phobia?