i have been hearing voices since i was a kid. the kind that mocks and sounds evil, laughing taunting... but i never thought of it as psychotic or anything like that because i have always ignored the voices and thought of it like it was just some part of childhood. for the later part i thought i outgrew it since it stopped for am not sure how long. but when i turned 23 i began experiencing stuff which are making me think that i'm on the edge or totally going off the deep end. i have become insecure and emotional among other bad things. started with this one particular night. was lying on my bed then the voices suddenly came again. a soft hum at first. i told myself that i was way too grown up for the thing and that i can deal with it without ignoring it. i told myself too, that it was maybe the right time for me to face my fear so i just let it come and listened to it. it was laughing then. i couldn't recall what it was saying but i just knew there was a whole ***l of a lot he was firing away at me. the the pitch became lower but louder every minute and it became too late for me to ignore it. i kept telling myself to ignore it just ignore it! but i couldn't anymore. i kept pacing around my room. i didn't want to go out of the room for the fear that i might do something bad. i felt it and i knew i could do something really really bad. has been a year now and i still worry about it. there are a lot of times when i think i couldn't trust myself anymore. am i losing it?Reply Follow This Thread Stop Following This Thread Flag this Discussion
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