okay i have something to say...................???????
here it is.......
my name is excilla ramirez,15, attending my freshman year at industrial high and for about 3 years now i have been suffuring with this pain in my chest and dizzy spells and swelling in my joints and i also lose all my strength and i become a diffrent person for 2 weeks at a time were it is like for 2 weeks i cant hold anything down (vomiting) well it used to be 2 weeks but now its happening a lot more closer together than usual and i get really bad head aches ---- myigranes really ---- but and were i just sit im my room well hospital room all day and cry i am like this most of the time but for about 2 weeks out of a month is when it is really bad ...unbarable...i missed a total of 107 days of school last year becaues of it........:eek:
at this point i really just wish i could die because nobody understands me ....people tell me all the time that im faking it how can someone tell a child that there faking it ...ya i just choose to live a life with no friends because everyone is scared of me....plus im never there to make good friends in the first place my closest friend would be my mom ... at times i think she is the only one who believes me ...doctors tell me that its nothing ...that its all in my head...i cry everynight hoping that someone one day could help me....or not even that just believe me
about 3 months ago i was to go see this doctor and i was told by others that he was goin to heal me and everything was going to be better and that he was goin to dignose me with lupus and give me a medicine that would cure me ......but i go in that day and he tells me he doesnt know whats wrong and that its not lupus that is something else and he just doesnt know ....................
To me that just really KILLED :confused: me because i thought i was going to be better after all that time and it even kills me to talk about it because as you go through all the doctors and medicines i go through i dont know what to do (TEAR)
( i basicly give up on all hope )
see people i have heard this for 3 years that they just didnt know and i thought so badly today that he was gonna heal me and i was gonna be better and live a normal life but it turns out not...........
this is what i suffer with i am gonna list them and tell me if u can come up with anything b/c so far doctors have told me...there not dignoses just quesses
thats what they think is wrong but this doc says no that i have none of that ....that its something else .........
these are symtoms.....
* contant vomiting ( cant even hold down water to take a pill
* hair loss
* cronic chest pain
* tingling in hands and arms and feet and legs
* tired all the time
* dry eyes
* I have a skin rash on face and arms well threw out my whole body but that just stays there it doesnt come and go like everything else
* fainting /dizzy spells
To talk about the fainting/dizzy spells see I think that its really getting serious cause my last one caused me to have a major concusion well it basicly put me out for 3 days.......so this IS my life im dealing with and doctors and nurses have the nerve to ask my mom..............
do u think she is faking it
like omg people are u for real...........
last year i missed a 107 days:o of school and i passed to the next grade b/c a i have good grades and im really smart and i know when somethings wrong with me and nobody wants to believe me
I cry all the time when people say they cant help me and tell me im faking it that there is really nothing wrong with me .....b/c i know there is and idk what to do about it
so plz if u know anything tell me or talk to me .......
i would praise u if u could telll me something :)
i wanna be a kid i wanna be able to go out with friends to dances and be at school to actully learn ......but im gettin home school now because of this .... but my m om says as soon as they can find out whats wrong then i can go back to regular school......
plz help it u can............
THANKS FOR LISTENING
Excilla Marie Ramirez
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