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What the ***l is wrong with me am I dying?

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  • Posted By: Joe1339
  • October 23, 2007
  • 04:57 PM

couple years things have changed alot. It started a two years ago when I started making music I had a sudden intense amount of energy and happiness that never stopped I wouldnt sleep for more then 3 hours a night but woke up full of energy. I made music for 5 months straight and my ego skyrocketed I lost about 20 pounds in 3 months and became paranoid of disease so I went to get checked a year ago the doctor said I was perfectly healthy and thats when I noticed my physical features starting to change. But not very much just a lil thinner in the face and cheeks. But now in the past year I havent really lost weight I'm 86 Kilo's but I eat like a horse and am lazy but dont gain much weight. I'm often dehydrated even though I drink a lot of water and I have dry eyes and now my eyes are starting to sink in with dark spots in the corners and I can see the lines that outline my eye socket and my veins in my forehead are also visible? and my cheeks are sinking in more as well. I have diarreah frequently also my blood pressure is 125 over 86 and I'm sometimes extremely analytical and sometimes depressed? I use to smoke marijuana daily, but I've quit during the last month. I'm not sure what the ***l is wrong with me and I've been to the doctors in thailand a month ago but they just did a general check up and I didnt get into the symptoms they dont speak english very well so it can be difficult! Does anybody know what the ***l is wrong with me or have and good ideas?? Thanks for the help!

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  • Look up cachexia and get tested for AIDS.
    rad-skw 1605 Replies
    • October 24, 2007
    • 07:58 AM
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  • Thyroid. Maybe too much time on your hands, too.
    Monsterlove 2921 Replies
    • October 24, 2007
    • 08:18 AM
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  • it definitely sounds like you experienced a manic episode. I had one where my ego was off the charts and I spent weeks and weeks just writing and thinking I could take one the world. The amount of energy I possessed was amazing. But then, I crashed and became withdrawn and very depressed.
    Nymphete 21 Replies
    • October 24, 2007
    • 08:58 AM
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  • Unless your are lying in a hospital bed, hooked up to life-support, I might say your chances of living are pretty slim, But that doesn't seem to be your case right now. Sounds to me like you are anxiety stricken, borderlining depression and all the hours of no-sleep and never-ending energy days/nights have caught up to you. Now your body is saying, 'I need to rest'. Always remember it is not so easy to die - the body and mind are powerful mechanisms, even if the one thinks it might be dying the other keeps on living. Many people get to a stage of illness where they feel they could just lie down and die - well it is not so easy. You need to take this time and rest meaningfully and definitely stay away from the marijuana. Take care.
    Anonymous 42789 Replies
    • October 24, 2007
    • 09:03 AM
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