So I don't exactly know where to start with this. All i know is thers something wrong with my mind. I remember when I was 4 years old, i was extremely shy. not just shy, but OVERLY shy I was afraid to speak any words to anyone who wasn't my mom dad or sister. as school progressed it got better, but now i am 17 and i notice myself avoiding social situations often. A lot of the times i become nervous then i can't think of anything to say because I get so nervous. I constantly analyse what I say after a situation and I always feel stupid for something. My father has a neurological condition that the doctors have given up on and if nothing is done about it he will die. He vomits several times a day and is in extreme pain All the time and he has amnesia. he has forgotten 5 years of my life. I feel extreme sadness and guilt that he forgets his and my mothers divorce that happened a long time ago but he still thinks that our family should still be together because he doesnt remember the divorce or what happened to cause them to split up. I feel extreme guilt allllllll the time. I constantly have negative thoughts like of my dad dying and how sad and messed up i am going to be from it. I always seem to be worried about something. My throat tightens, my chest feels like its a million pounds and my stomach feels like its in knots. I spend hours on medical sites like these trying to find whati s possibly wrong with me but it seems like its more than one thing thats causing me to be like this. I always goes through periods of depression and sometimes I will feel fine for a bit then it will come back, but it seems that the periods of me not being depressed are becoming more and more minimal. I am very reserved and have never talked to a single person about this. I just think I have too many problems in my head to even manage and it seems to be unapparent to everyone but myself. Therse so many other things but I just can't think of everything right now. I know it sounds like a million things but can anyone tell me what mental problem(s) i may have.Reply Follow This Thread Stop Following This Thread Flag this Discussion
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