I may just be in the wrong site but however.
My father and mother are divorced and I had a friend (joe) who helped me out with gettin through stuff, I called for him way to much.
He moved house when i was around 15, i am now 19, and we gradually lost touch, i got drunk a few months back and sent him a text message with stuff in it thats close to irreparable, since he moved i have stopped being a funny guy in school and towards the end of school i became a recluse, and got bullied sometimes I have lost contact with my school 'friends', I did nothing all last summer and I now have started college, I look at people differently to when i was friends with joe.I can NOT talk in groups and find it very hard to find a good friend. I miss joe, it just feels like 1 person in a million have a spark where they know what friendship is. I ****ing hate my situation. If some one could help. I'm not homosexual or feel that way towards joe.