The 6th of March 2009 after taking some alcohol, weed and amphetamine i developped a few weeks later an Anxiety Disorder(GAD) which lasted to this day. I had many symptoms so the doctors did some tests on me and cleared out heart, brain, blood, thyroid as the cause for my Anxiety and basicly told me it was all in my head.
I never really gotten sick in my life, late 2009 i had a white bubble in my gum for a week which disappeared and now ive caught my first cold in ages. I tought i had a swollen lymph node but the doctor said it was just a fluid bubble in my neck which bursted eventualy due to weight training and its pretty small doesnt change size and soft.
Right now i feel these symptoms:
Headache (Pressure in the Head)
Tingling Burning Sensation/Chest Pains
Ants Crawling over my body
Fear and Anxiety
Now my GAD makes me naturaly worry about things and in particular i keep thinking about this event 3 years ago where i had intercourse with a girl who had HIV but ive always used a condom my next girlfriend after that which we had chronic sex whitout condom for a 1 year and a half got tested at school negative.
Is it possible i still have it if she got tested negative and somehow didnt catch it?
Im very nervous about getting tested and im wondering if its possible to have it and still have sex without transmiting for so long.
I know my organs are heatly so know its either something Psychological or Immunological or a combination of both?
GAD is making me think crazy things and doctors all think i just need a psychiatrist. Havent done Blood test for HIV yet