Well, I am suffering from something and I don't know what. Prtty much I feel like I can't stop my mind from wandering, on everything I do it's constantly thinking about something. It's to the point where I feel as if my world is different because I can't take it in as I used to. If I try looking outside I quickly fail at taking it in as real because my mind wanders and I think of other stuff.
I'm trying to keep my symptoms clear but it's difficult. Sometimes I feel as if my short term memory is non-existant, not short term as in days or minutes but my immediate short term. I can complete tasks but let's say I get up out of my chair, it's almost as if I forgot I was just in my chair. Every place I go is like a different mood for me even if it's just a position change.
I can complete tasks but if I'm trying to create a list in my head I am quickly side tracked and find it difficult to finish, because of my short term being the way it is I feel as if my life is a dream in a sense. I did suffer from Depersonalization but I think it's gone and I'm on to something else.