i haven't been to a doctor or psychologist/psychiatrist, can't really afford it.
so i'm hoping i can get some insight from the people here.
it's started with this reoccurring dream, rather graphic dream...
then i started losing time, i would come around and i would have done and said things that i dont remember. (it cost me a couple relationships) most of the time i just wrote things down, i had a friend who studies handwriting to look at it and he asked me to right the same thing in my normal handwriting and then try to copy the way it was written while i was phased out. i couldn't reproduce it.
the ones that weren't lost due to the lost time were ended by me because of the dreams...
then i start hearing voices, started feeling things touching me while i was alone. i've lost control of emotions.
please any insight would be of great help