I think that I am insane. This started year ago when I was thirteen. I kept on seeing things in corners of rooms whether they were fully lighted or not. Usually I see mutilated corpses or monsters. The illusions started talking only recently. Sometimes I find myself having conversations with them. This is not a symptom of fear. I am not afraid of the dark, I haven't been since I turned six. I have never believed in monsters that were not human. I am, however, afraid of fear itself. About a half year ago, I started seeing blood everywhere. I can see it, smell it, feel it's warmth, and taste it too. All of my senses tell me it's there. Then my eyes clear and it's gone. When I try to sleep I always feel that some one is near me. In my dreams I see myself with open gashes, stitches, and bloody bandages I always have someone's head in my hand and I always drink the blood spilling from it. Yesterday in school I saw a creature come in and rip the head off of my teacher. I didn't scream. I just watched in fascination as it devoured her. I also zone out and end up in some sort of battle. The sky is blood red and there are bodies littering the ground. I always have a longsword and it's always in the heart of a king. I haven't told anybody about this because I think the will try to experiment on me. Especially since I have stopped seeing myself as human. Would someone please help me, I'm scared and I just tried to kill myself with my own hands. I obviously failed, but I fear that one day I might succeed, seeing as I was obviously born a murderer. This isn't a joke, I just talk strangely, anciently. And now I am tempted to cut myself. Help me, please. At least tell me how to talk to my parents. I need help.Reply Follow This Thread Stop Following This Thread Flag this Discussion
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