Hello I have some interesting questions I would like to present with you guys.
Since I am 16 my looks are everything, and they also have been an obsession of mine ever since I found out I was ugly 6 years ago. I work out alot but still can't get the muscle that 1/2 or more of the population has naturally. (men)
and can't get rid of that fat, no matter how I eat, I have been doing this for about a year to a year and a half. (with break periods)
For the first nine and a half years of my life I was skinny, then I got fat. With little to know muscle gain, yes I was eating alot and all the wrong kind of foods. But then around age 13-14 went on a diet, got "skinny" didn't lose the fat, lost all muscle though. I was 5'6 - 5'7 130-135 lbs and around 18-19% body fat. YAY! anyways there were people that were skinnier and wieghed more but the difference was they had MUSCLE! Also I have an incredibly low tolerance to cardio... ughh.
So anyways. I started to lift weights instead of just running and cardio etc. and eat better w/ more protein. so I look a little beefier, but thats because mostly I just bulked up my muscle with the fat on but still not even that strong. I dunno. but still with some fat, I was looking better and stuff but still in order to just get to a "wee" bit above normal I had to work out exponentially harder than my peers.
But I am aboslutley fed up with it so here are my symptoms, some doctors say its normal I might have to disagree. any ways symptoms are:
*abnormally small fingers, toes, hands(yes and that means the other thing too)
*low muscle tone, especially abs(well everywhere else too)
*WIDE hips or waist bones whatever
*small arms, forearms underside
*hardally any vascularity
*weak chin and jaw line
*haven't grown in a year and a half, since 9/2005
*and an extra wrinkly face
*the outer half of my eyebrows are like half gone
attractive huh ladies? yah I am so sad. I dunno if I looked normal. wow. that would be the best! normal people should stop complaining. They have their looks and their health. thats all they need the rest should just be up to their intelligence and their imagiation and their set for life
I am perceived as normal just with *****y genes and ugly, so I get hardly any respect. looks is EVERYTHING especially where I live , gawd
anyways srry to be such a poorsport I am just tired of trying to make gold out of crap.
thanks for the help I guess I just finally broke down. :)