Lately I've been feeling depressed, and dazed. Its kinda like I'm living in a dream. I could be doing anything, and out of the blue I feel like I'm in a dream, and I get really dizzy and forget what I'm doing. Sometimes it affects my walking, or my speech. When I feel like this my speech is impaired and usually my hearing is, too.
I usually CAN NOT control my anger. I've tried everything, counseling, anti-depressants, locking myself in my room. But if I can't get it out, I will take it out on myself. I don't know why, I have next to no reason to be depressed. It's just this feeling inside of me I get - where I have to do something or I'll go crazy.
I can't concentrate in school. My speech has been getting more & more slurred lately. I used to be a straight-A student in school, and could type eighty words per minute. But now I'm lucky to get a B-, and it's difficult for me to type.
At some random times, I'll feel like my body is shutting down. There's some feeling I get in my throat - I don't know, like I can't breathe and there's something blocking my airways. I'll space out - on anything. I can't listen anymore - I can't concentrate. And at some times my hands will just stop moving and I can't move.
I got diagnosed with Acid Reflex a few months ago - I don't think that has anything to do with this though. It takes all my strength to do little things anymore. I feel weak most of the time. The things I used to be able to do with no problem, are getting more difficult. I lose my breath when trying to talk or do basically anything. My vision has been blurring for the past two or three days. My stomach has been having severe cramps, and I've been having really bad headaches - almost to the point I can't move at all. I've been bleeding a lot lately.
I could be at risk for Salmonella as well. I have eaten peanut butter that I bought the day of the recall. I don't know...I'm really confused right now. I can't think straight and I have probably repeated myself over and over. So that's all I'm going to type.
I'm only fourteen years old, my parents don't believe me about this, I'm extremely scared and don't know what to do. Help?