I've been getting this kind of panic attack or phobia or disorder (I really don't know) and it always happens to me when I go through a new experience.Also, everytime this occurs I can't eat, can't sleep, shiver and tremble, my heartbeat increases and I become very anxious!
First, it happened when I graduated from school and had to go to college and it was so terrible and I got over it but it took me loong!
Second time it happened when I traveled alone with my brother for the first time in my life to a country i love but it only lasted for 4 days.
Now it's happening again for the third time and thats because I have applied for a summer job in a bank but I just can't take it!
I'm starting to HATE myself for this and I'm getting reallly sick of myself. I'm helpless and I feel spoiled and silly yet I just can't fix this problem. I just don't want to go through this everytime I start something new. It's just tiring!!!!
Please please please PLEASE help me if you can!!! I'll be so thankful!! I'll do anything just help me get rid of this problem... please!
And Thanks from the bottom of my heart..
P.s: I'm a 20 year old girl and I have no physical problems.. (just a bit underweight)..